Energy is somewhat back, oohhh what a shocker now that it’s 00.30 and I can start doing some good work!
Anyway, considering writing down some sort of schedule for myself. Kind of to create a work day of sorts. As I don’t have a 9-5 job I am very lazy and sloppy and honestly, looking for jobs is making me kinda depressed.
So! I’ll plan something so that I will:
- Translate during a set period of time
- Eat breakfast, snack, dinner, snack etc.
- Go out with my cat Ziggy, he’s terribly annoying and a reason that my sleeping is suffering. He has behaved in the same way for 4 years and I’ve kinda managed. However, now I am attempting to go out and walk with him. He seems to have a bigger desire for it than the girls do, as they are fine just hanging out on the balcony - he jumps over. Btw - playing IMMENSELY A LOT/keeping him awake during the day doesn’t work. He still scratches and licks the blinds and meows, now and then during the night. Although I’ve been out with him three times he still just wanted to go out again when I had gone to bed, but I’m gonna go on and see if he wants to stay out longer eventually. Maybe one day I can muster up the courage to actually let him walk out by himself without a leash…. Maybe. (Oh, and he decides himself when he wants to go back in and where we go when we’re outside, I just follow him)
That ^was longer than I expected. Possibly very uninteresting for you. Now I’m gonna continue translating. See ya
I first posted this on Facebook because I worry about most people on that website. I want them to start seeing things the way that most people on Tumblr do, so I ranted it out to them. We’ll see who cares to read it.
What do you do when you don’t have enough food to work out later on in the evening?
I don’t have any money to buy anything more either, and I honestly don’t have enough to become full now and then I don’t have time to eat a second time cause I’ll have to head right to the gym after my appointment this afternoon.
I seriously need a job, cause I need money to eat. Heh.
All my cats are on my desk atm and it’s really crowded
I’ve been listening to Sara Bareilles for two weeks, only, whenever I listen to music
I’ve been working out at a gym in town the last week. How come I could do that even though it’s a very expensive gym? They offered a free membership for a week!
^I worked out Tuesday and Thu/Fri/Sat last week
Also, yesterday after workout bf and I went to a masquerade and I felt gorgeous (and I fucking was) and I think I’m getting used to seeing myself in makeup now. I don’t look weird anymore.
I’ve lost a minimal amount of weight actually, since I started working out at the gym. Happy.
I’ve also shrunk a few centimeters at the waist since … well… since last time I measured which was in July or something.
although the actual last time I measured now was yesterday.
so many points here, sorry. thought it’d be easier to read. nopes
I’m actually just making it harder since i’m not even using proper spelling and such
although i’ll just blame that I have been hungover today, eaten kebab and not felt guilty over it (it was damn yummy) and i’m soooo tired and my point with this was really just to say that i’m back and i’ll sign up at a cheaper gym when I get money (and bf will help with the money to pay for it)
oh and I’ve felt soooo loved this weekend. Loved and gorgeous all in one weekend. (really mostly yesterday. it was a really good evening and party and yeah… I’m happy).
So hi! I’m back. The gym time has helped me to come back to motivation. And feeling good. I’ve felt for a while that I don’t want to or feel motivated by working out at home anymore. I need to get out of my apartment for a few hours, and the money I spend on buses will just be the same amount I’d spend if I had been studying. So… I could call this my studying. Or something. At least I’m doing something.
See what happened there? My spelling became better immediately when I stopped writing in bullet points. Oh wells! Now I really gotta sleep.
And hey… before I go I just wanna say that I love you. Even though I don’t know who half of you are, but please… If you do need someone to talk to, EVER, you’re welcome to say hi. Or just rant. And you know, you’re all awesome and wonderful people, I’m sure.